Making the most of 2015

2014 was a rough year for my family and I.  It seemed like everyday was a struggle, I was (am) unhappy in every way,  we had some financial difficulties that put a lot of strain on our marriage but most of all I felt like my girls weren't getting the best version of their mother.  That they were getting some pod person that I didn't even recognize or care for; for that matter. Over the past few weeks as many people do I started to reflect on the past year and everything that had happened.  The struggles, the fights and my short comings as a wife and mother. So instead of making  a New Years resolution I decided to make a list of things that I waned to change to try and find myself again. 

Try to turn my lemons into lemonade.  I know that's corny but I'm always so down and out about everything.  So this year I want to try and be more optimistic.
Move myself and my health a few spots up on the list of my priorities. I take care of kids and a dog and make sure my husband has everything he needs that sometimes I forget to do things for myself like shower and drink water and take time to myself.  So this year I'm going to take some time and invest it in me. I love my family and doing that stuff for them but if I'm not here who is going to do it.

Stop yelling at my children.  I yell at them instead of talking to them like their people and I hate that about myself.

And some simple things like drink water not soda.  Try get to a zumba class a few times a month.  Cook some new exciting foods and spend more time with my husband and children as a family.

Happy New Year Sabrina, leave all the crap in 2014 and make the most of 2015.